From a Jumping Bean to a Zombie

From a Jumping Bean to a Zombie

               

                “I’m ADD.”  Over the years I have realized that, the ADD excuse is way too overused. Yes there are people who are diagnosed by a Doctor, and then there are the lazy asses that self-diagnose themselves with it so they can use it as excuse to stratagem people because they feel the need to be random and ludicrous or just for being too lazy to do their work.  Back in 2003, I was one of the few kids that had actually been diagnosed with it. I was actually diagnosed with it at the end of second grade and I started taking the medication for it. At the beginning of third grade, we realized that my dossage was too high. The way they realized this is because I stopped eating cause I was never hungry and I stopped talking. It was like I had social skill atrophy and all my friends thoughts about me went into disarray. I wasn't the girl with the jocular personality anymore. After my dossage was ajusted just right, things got a little better. Though even to this day, I still feel incarcerated in my own body. 
Back than we had CRCT in every grade besides Kindergarten and First Grade. It was a stupid imcumbent test that before I went on Adderall, I was only at grade level. I know I keep going back to this stuff but without I probably wouldn't have done well. I started reading more cause I could actually sit down and focus on a book. And I started getting made fun of because I liked to read back than.... the pusillanimous girls that did it..... used to be my best friends. They would say the most mordant things to me and my dance studio became my bastion for me to get away from that shit.That is actually where I met one of the best friends I had for the remainder of Elementary school. Her name was Nina and she was in my second and third grade class and we talked occasionally. She didn't pick on me thankfully. For the rest of the year, Nina and I had a concord that we would look out for each other and after that everything stopped. I stopped getting picked on and Nina got a smart friend. And I was really smart.... I read at an 8th grade level, and loved reading my sisters books for her classes. Without Nina, I really do know what I would have done....
SOOOOO for my song choice for this year I am choosing "I'm just a kid" by Simple Plan. Not only was the song still popular back than but third grade really was a nightmare. Yeah I was a little nerdy alone kids for awhile sue me. Now picture choice, since I hid most of my third grade pictures cause I had short hair and braces, I don't have a picture of actual me. So I chose a picture that shows what I would be like back than. Now I need to rant for a second.... to the girls that picked on me back than.... congrats on your appearances now cause the bookworm isn't such a bookworm anymore. And bleaching your hair so much kills brain cells so good luck in college, I wish you well. Sorry readers, I just had to get that out of my system cause that has been held back for years.
So I am at work and I must go cause I happen to work with one of my old guy bullies and he is annoying me trying to get on my good side.... not gonna happen buddy! Bye peoples!!