What Now?

What Now?

Wow. It’s almost over….I know I should probably be ecstatic about the fact that I am graduating soon, but I can’t help but be sad about that fact. If you had asked me how I would be feeling about graduation a few months ago, I would have probably told you that I would be jumping for joy because I couldn’t wait to get out of here. Hell if anyone would have told me that my feelings would change… yeah I would have thought you were crazy. Well I really didn’t know what to write for this year. I was originally thinking about writing about how I couldn’t wait to get out of this hell hole or I was gonna write about the three stooges that sit next to me. But than I remembered that eventually I have to write my senior chorus will. Every year, Mrs. Johns, has the seniors write wills as there finals. It’s a putatively emotional time. The senior wills will either bore the underclassman to death or mesmerize them.  So that’s what I am going to do, cause the chorus will is mostly addressed to chorus people. So this is my everybody else senior will which will include only my non-chorus friends.

To Shelby:

I honestly thought you were weird when I first met you. Like seriously what girl has a girl that she has known for maybe two hours, sleep over at her house. But after I got to know you, I realized you were one of the nicest and most positive people I have ever met. We may not of talked for the first couple of years but junior year, changed everything. We have dealt with each others drama and managed to still like each other. Seriously you have saved my life on more than one occasion and I thank you for that. So I leave you my friendship, cause honestly you and I are already too much alike and you have like everything. Unless you want Narnia? Even though you are going off to Alabama, you can bet I will be that friend that crashes on the floor in your dorm. We already discussed that. Anyway because of you, I have to put up with Alex and his strangeness… (Neumann you know he is strange!). And everything else I was gonna tell you… yeah I forgot it so I will tell you later if I remember. Yes I had a POPTART moment! Also I leave you my "no bullshit” policy. You know what I am talking about, the whole world doesn’t need to know, cause like everything else but us it’s abstruse stuff. Seriously you are probably one of my closest best friends and frankly we can’t get rid of each other… we know too much.

To Shelby 2:

Yes the other Shelby, seriously I need to find best friends with different names. Do you have any idea how confusing this is?! Technically I knew the other Shelby before you, so that’s why you are Shelby two. I met you junior year and we have had an on/off friendship since than and we still affront each other on occasion. Not gonna lie you had a very intimidating quality about you, when I first met you. You still are a little… but not as much. I will admit I was a little captious and skeptical to become friends with you, but I am glad I did. Anyway I leave you my patience. You shoot first and ask questions later, so please think before you act. You can still kick my ass, so I’m just gonna shut up.

So yeah I have like two friends that are not in chorus.. that’s not that bad. But the thing is I would trade anything to have these two in my life forever. They have honestly been with me through every up and down and are even more cognizant about what’s going on than my own family sometimes. We always have fun and mostly behave in a decorous manner. Yeah we have our fights but we always end up back together as friends after one of us becomes extremely contrite and we forgive each other. I don’t know if this will have the efficacy that my chorus one will, but I tried.  But than again I hate to be the cynosure of any class, So this one will probably be better. So I am honestly going to pick the most stereotypical song for this grade. This song is so overplayed and makes me want to shoot myself sometime but it works. The song is….. Graduation by Vitamin C. Shoot me now. Not literally dude! HAHA I’M DONE!!!!  YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!